I still remember the day I snapped this picture. It was the day she got enggg(sorry I couldn't type it 💔) . It was hard.
That morning, I went out. Just to get myself prepared for the event. I drove my car, slowly.. like a tortoise. I didn't know where to go. And, the car brought me here.
I looked up the sky. Looked at the sea. Empty. It was all empty inside me. I burst into tears. Why? Why?
I just spent my time in the car - did nothing. I didn't know what to do.
Tried to gain, tried to find just a bit of strength to face it. But, I couldn't find it. Deep inside, I was disappointed, I died.
Then, I took a deep breath and drove toher house. I walked slowly and entered the house.
"Where did you go?",she asked me.
"Just go to somewhere.."
"Mother is looking for you. Asking bout you. Why did you go out.. Mother said you are not happy"
"And you know why.."
I remained silent. Didn't talk too much. Acted like nothing was happening. Seemed like everything was fine. But the truth was.. I had to hide my pain. It was hard. Again, it was really hard.
